Courtesan School

Today has been weird and let me tell you that as much as I adore school- I can't wait for the semester to be over.

I am just overwhelmingly Tired. And not tired like normal kind of tired, tired in the sense that I feel like passing out cold for a couple of days.

Finally FINALLY most of the issues with Fin. Aid have been resolved. Which is one huge worry temporarily off my back. I say temporarily because it will come back to haunt me in some way.

On the medical side of things, the appointment with the Orthopedist was actually fruitful. Apparently in the left ankle, there is a torn ligament. But after an MRI and some physical therapy, hopefully because I'm "young and ambulatory" it will heal itself. If not, then we start talking about surgery. Which would suck and complicate things this summer but hey at least I know. And it is fixable.

My weight keeps fluctuating back and forth. I know it'll stop once I can get out of the finals madness and stop drinking soda. Which I can do and I've done before but right now I need the caffeine to get me through the entire day. And since I generally get up and rush out of the house...it's the easiest thing to grab, it is also the easiest to find on campus. They sell coffee on the two opposite ends of campus and all my classes are in the middle with little time in between to walk there and back. Especially with the issues I've been having with my ankles.

But it's a habit I'm going to going to try and actually kick during the summer.

Mindset-wise - I'd say i'm so-so...some days are better than others and some days I want to curl up and just cry/sleep. But I only have one day left of classes after this and only one revision and one paper to turn in. My only in class final is on the 20'th.

Food-wise is also so-so. I'm better about snacking but sometimes I can't resist the lure of the Chick-Fil-A tater tots. I'm eating good dinners and okay lunches. Still working on munching a breakfast that is more than just a banana.

Writing-wise - I have cut down the number of muses on LJ RP and am slowly but surely finishing up all of the prompts and tags I need to. My original writing is going okay. I've gotten a lot done on the collaborative novel that my Darling Writing Partner and I are working on. The other novels are having to wait until Summer.

I know more or less how the summer is going to play out. More on that in a later post.

I need to get back on the I'm actually going to bed at Midnight schedule instead of the one and two am bedtimes I've been pulling. Working on being better about how I treat my tired battered meatsack body.

I just have to push through this last little bit of the semester and then I can take a break.